Therapy.......scary. Wonderful, and scary.

Man, it's not everyday that I would feel a little afraid of myself, of my own feelings.

How foreign this is, and how strange.

I want to feel so very badly, and I am so afraid of it. Terrified.

Joyful. I wander in timelessness, and lose parts of myself. I thought I was found, and then only to realize in peace that I was not. The journey continues, and my soul takes off flying. My eyes saw.

I stepped into the river, and the river started to sing and weep, and I heard sounds that I could not understand but felt. The little girl got on the boat and sailed straight into the ocean. I was left behind and the river continues.

So do I.

Sink.