Honestly, I don't understand

Why the weather could be so hot in Feb, why everything overwhelms me, and why I am in such a bad mood constantly.

So far, 2006 feels like shit, ever since I came back to the US. Maybe I am PMSing; maybe the my little ugly friend called depression is rearing its head again; maybe this is just the beginning of moving into adulthood. Whatever it is, I am fucking hating it. No shit.

The to do list is so very long, and I have no motivation to complete it.

Whatever.