Sometimes I really wonder why

I want to be a therapist. Or to frame the question more precisely, sometimes I really wonder if I really want to be a therapist. These days, I feel drained and scared and tired and completely inadequate seeing clients. This may be a phase, and it's painful phase.

Are there any answers to what healing is?

A part of me is very triggered when I see couples and families, and that part of me is afraid to go back into the room with the clients.

Not a good sign.