Which one is worse?

Feeling nauseous and vomitting, or going hungry to the point all you think about is food that you can't eat?

When I am hungry, I feel like throwing up is no biggie. When I am throwing up, going hungry seems like a pretty good choice.

End result? I am alternating between the two the whole week.

Fuck it, I gotta pick one; beats going back and forth between the two and prolonging this sickness.

Right now I am very hungry. Very, very hungry.