So Much Has Happened

It's only been a few weeks since I last blogged, yet so much has happened.

We are now in November, folks, almost the end of the year. I think back to the past year.........what's the theme of this year, I wonder? Although I no longer write the year-end letter like I used to, I am still in the habit of contemplating, reflecting and wanting to name the theme to consolidate and make real my experiences at a different level.

Then, it became apparent to me. The theme of this past year, the year I turned 30, is Discomfort.

Yep, you heard right, discomfort. So far, I have had Depression, Love, Anger/Rage, Releasing, and now, Discomfort. Real discomfort. I no longer feel like I live in pain, and I can differentiate between what feels comfortable and what doesn't, and learn how to tolerate and breathe through the moments of severe, intense discomfort.......man, I think of that as a real accomplishment. I have had such discomfort and growth this past year......I feel good about it.

The discomfort: insecurities, fears, resentment, contractions, jealousy, envy, longing, passion.....you name it. I feel my feelings at such a different level that it just feels incredible. I breathe in; I breathe out, and I am humbled by the sheer fact that I am alive. By God, I am alive. This is what being alive means to me, feeling it all, the joy, and the discomfort, and everything else in between, around, and beyond.

That's it for today. I am not going to get into too big of a philosophical thing here. Just really want to acknowledge where I am today, this moment.

Content.

Uncomfortable, and content.

Peace and love, y'all........loving thoughts.....