I'll have to say

That dating really is tricky business. I have been out of the loop for so long that, when opportunities come knocking on my door, I find myself feeling quite disoriented at that moment. I don't even know if I am attracted to the guy or not. Not particularly, that would be my answer for now, but enough to give out contact info to see if I would or not once I get to know the person.

Do I want to get to know the person? Do I really want to open that particular door? This is something to think about. I don't quite know what I want from life in terms of intimate relationships go. I feel like I can't quite yet say for sure what I want since I feel like there is so much I don't know. A lot of this is uncharted territory, and I am such a curious person, always pushing to see how far I can go in life.

You could argue that's a good trait, and you can argue that's a bad trait. Then again, if we measure life through labels of good and bad, I have a feeling that we may miss out on a lot of different things because of judgement.

Too much to process all at one time. I am going to dream on this.

How do I feel?

Nervous. Excited. Scared. Guilty. Terrified. Excited. Fear. Excitement.

Holy Molly Sweet Jesus Mother of God. That's right. Lordy, lordy, lordy!