Love, sheer love

On Saturday my life changed forever.

Seriously.

I am now forever changed by the experiences on Saturday night and Sunday all day. I went in deep. I traveled. I revealed. I opened up the lioness in me. I released. I cried. I screamed. I howled. I barked and growled. I told sercets. I bonded. I let go. I gave it all back to mother earth Goddess and had it all come back to me a million times more.

I rebirthed myself.

It was, absolutely, the most transformative, deep, significant, healing, amazing, loving experience I had so far in my ENTIRE life.

The circle allowed me, opened me, supported me, loved me. What an AMAZING group of women.

I opened up my Yoni, and all the pain and shame and gunk forzen in me.

Sacred mother Goddess. Divine feminine. I was humbled. I broke down and stayed shamed and came out alive and loved. Nothing ever felt like this.

I made animal sounds. Primal, powerful, majestic, wounded, angry, traumatized, hurt and raw sounds.

I screamed. Endlessly. And I talked back, shouted, went in deep, deep, deep, deep.

Then I told all of my secrets and was loved. Am loved.

I am my own mother now, in addition to the spirit mother and the internalized mother that I do have already.

I bonded and shared and gave and received. I love these women, every single one of them. They humble me. Mother Goddess Earth humble me. I am blessed.

I felt beautiful and alive.

I breathed.

I grieved.

I doubted and found myself again.

Spirits came through me, so strongly that there is no denying it.

I am forever, forever, forever changed.

Thank you mother Goddess. Thank you for granting my wish and letting me manifest what I did manage to create for myself with your divine love.

I am awake now. Wide awake.

Expansive. Ready to give. Ready to receive. Ready to give. Ready to receive. Ready to give.

Sacred mother earth Goddess, thank you for feeding me.

I came home.