Independence Day

I am sitting at home, doing nothing, reading stories online. I found an website that had almost all of I-su's novels, and I have been reading like crazy.

This is no different than any other summer vacation that I had before. Reading until late at night or early in the morning, the only difference is that now I read on the computer since I am in the States, and the books are more limited to what I can find online.

Oh, and that I am still working and making a living, but this independence day weekend, my life seems to have jumped back to when I was a teenager or in college. All I did was read and complain that I am bored. Well, I don't complain about being bored so much anymore, either. I kind of got it that life is kind of like this.

And sometimes I wish I could write in Chinese. But the thing is, I don't even know how to type in Chinese.

Rob went up to Oregon to send his grandmother on her journey into another realm. Sometimes I really think that the spirits above must have taken pity on me for all these years of loneliness and sent me such a great man to know what it feels like to be loved.

I am a little lonely without him ye.

Yet, I kind of really enjoy just being the house by myself, reading, feeling like nothing has changed since I was young.

Yet, more than ten years has passed.

On some level, I am exactly the same.

That's comforting.

If someone is going to think that means lack of progress, well, I really have no comeback to that.

I am going to read some more now. And in a few minutes, my tropical passion tea will be ready.

That makes me happy.