I set my intentions

I haven't felt this much this intensely in a long, long time. Or I should say, ever, in this clear state.

It's not like it's not frightening. But, I am holding the space. (Gee, it was just five years ago that Nece introduced to me the idea of holding space.....another lifetime. All together.)

I set my intentions, universe. Hear me, universe. I set my intentions, even though I have not a clue how to execute these things, but that's the beauty of it, isn't it? Set the intentions, and the rest will follow. ("Close you eyes and fall back, and trust, trust that the universe is going to catch you.")

I want to let go what's been blocking me from enjoying and living from my full vitality, full sexuality, and full sensuality. I want to let go. Let go of what's been paining me and killing me inside, even though they served a purpose at one point in time. I want to blossom. Start living from my center. Be in my body, especially those areas where I've kept it closed off in order to survive. I want to be able to differentiate: honor the past, let go of what doesn't serve me anymore, and live in the now.

I want to let go. I want to let go. Forgive and let go. Love and let go. Release what needs to released and live in life's full glory.

Hear me, universe. Help me let go. Help me heal. Help me shine. Help me integrate and carry on. Help me heal.

Help me heal.

I am closing eyes, and falling.

Trusting.