Diaries.....should I still call it boring?

1/16: Spent the day at grandma's. All day long, I was debating if I should go apply for the health insurance IC card, but eventually laziness won out. I stayed at grandma's house and lounged around like I usually did. It was very comfortable. I sometimes feel guilty for not "doing" much--somehow I felt like I should be more active in order not to "waste" my days, but, the guilt was not strong enough to motivate me to do things that I don't really want to do. I have become a homebody. Amazing, this always happens every couple of years. At night, I went to meet up with Kayla...almost called to cancel just because I didn't want to leave the house, but I didn't do so. It was important to me to see Kayla, and indeed, what a lovely meeting it was. We went to eat dinner first, and then we went to the Rose Tea Garden which was very nice. Kayla has so blossomed into a beautiful woman, strong, confident, kind and warm. She was still the 10 year old girl that sat next to me in class when we were in fifth grade, and she was also an amazingly beautiful grown woman today. I should be so lucky to have such great friends......when we said goodbye at the train station....my heart was so full of tenderness and gradtitude......I shall give thanks to the great universe!

1/17: went to see a Chinese "chiaropractor"....extremely painful afterwards. Then Meggie, Aunt Chiu (Meggie's friend) and I went to Maussac to have tea. We went to the bookstore afterwards, and then ate a very nice dinner. Crashed after I got back to grandma's house.

1/18: Hung around all day at grandma's. I spent the day dreading coming to see Dad. Came to Andrew's around 8 pm and told dad that I didn't want to go traveling with them. Awful silence afterwards. Went to sleep.

1/19: Woke up early. Played with Kenny. Talked to dad for about two hours or so. Just got done. I feel a little bit better. Enough for today.