Boring Diaries V

1/13: talked on the phone with dad. He cried. Talked on the phone with Andrew afterwards. Upset.

1/14: Still upset after I woke up. Depressive tendencies stronger than usual. Days in TW taking its toll......bittersweet passages. Hard to return home as it is, not to mention returning to another country. Went to Clare's for dinner.

1/15: Stayed at grandma's. Got a little sick, stomach problems. Talked on the with Anderw--he told me dad's change of mind and plan of traveling. Talked on the phone with aunt Peiron. Somewhat okay conversation...still felt stifled afterwards. So easy to feel victimized with this side of my family and angry as a result.

1/16: Still upset after I woke up. Don't want to go on the trip.....meeting up with Kayla tonight. Didn't hear from Rob yet.....don't like that.