Annoyed....okay, pissed

You know; this was supposed to be a very pleasant Friday night, and I did have some good moments. Yet, alas, I am very pissed off right now, and I don't even know how it all started.

This girl, Rob's friend, who about a year ago asked Rob to move in with her as roommates is here at the house again. I feel so annoyed with her. I just feel like I am rubbed the wrong way. I don't like her demeanors. I don't like her asking for things from Rob constantly, and I judge her to be very impolite and inconsiderate.

But, however, I wasn't too polite either. Seriously, I can be quite abusive when I get pissed. I don't hide it at all, and I let loose on the person when I am pissed enough. When we were having a discussion, I felt unheard and I did not hide that AT ALL. (I kept telling her, "You are not addressing what I am talking about. It is not relevant. It is not what I am talking about." She evetually backed out of the argument.)

And I am still pissed. She and Rob are still working on whatever shit she is asking Rob to work on. Rob, however, was quiet through this whole process. Nice, he didn't even address me. Good. I am very pissed. I gotta be careful not to explode this anger at him later.

Man, I am very pissed. It's moments like these I feel like ripping people to shreds. Too bad I cannot do that right now. If the boys were gone, I would've bitchslapped her so bad she would not know what hit her.

(Jay is so sweet. He probably saw how upset I look and just came in and gave me a gift---he went to Thailand and brought this beautiful bag back for me. What a sweet boy.)